Why do they do this to me? Can't they see I love you?! No they don't care enough to see the pain they cause me. I'm so alone here. Sure I have friends but even they do not have time for me. You make the pain bareable. I just want to cry all the time now. You wonder why I hate myself so much. Well when everything your told is how your fucking up and basically that your a mistake you would want it to all end too! You would be like me. I used to wonder if anybody would even miss me. They prolly would rejoice at my death. Only you would cry for me now. I live for you and me. If you had not come into my life to calm my storm...i don't know if I'd be alive today. You give me hope that I never had before! You give me life!
