You're stuck in my mind like a disease. I can't do anything without you being there. I don't even know you. But I adore you. How can this be? I'd drop everything I have right now to be with you. Is this new or a memory of past love? I am a fool as you should know now. I'm a crazy emotion filled woman and I have passion beyond your wildest dreams and fantasies. But I can't promise I'll always be there. I can't stay in one place long. It depresses me to stuck in a single location, knowing the same people and their every movements. I can't do it anymore. I need to see the world. I need to meet new people. I'm so sick of taking care of people. I thought I wanted people to need me and I do to a point but this is ridiculous. I shouldn't be the air that you breath and only with me around you will live. I hate that so much because when I fall in love with a man it is because of who he is without me. I'm not perfection...I am me. I have a million flaws and I still love myself with all of them...well most of the time. But the sad thing is that I feel like you're become like the rest. I mean it's not a bad thing. I feel like I impact everyone who lets me close enough to do so. I change people and that sounds cocky but we all do. Everything we do effects someone else. Oh and words...words are the most powerful thing on this planet. The words are what makes us the alpha's of the animal kingdom. It's so strange that the most minuit words can change someone so much. Simple words when put together in a sentence can change a person. But what do you do when your words won't go through? Because you are your words.
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